SHOW NOTES: Episode 80
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Welcome to The Path to Motherhood Podcast. I’m your host Sarah Brandell and I’m a fertility life coach, wife, and a mother on a mission to help you manage your mind and emotions around fertility and trying to conceive. I know where you are because I’ve been there. I have been through the long journey to motherhood, the waiting, the appointments, the testing, the unanswered questions, the medications, the shots and I am ready to help.
This podcast is for you if you are ready to learn how to navigate your path to motherhood authentically while honoring the emotions but also cultivating some hope. Join us each Monday as we walk through how to use the power of coaching to not only feel better along the way but also feel like you have an identity out of just trying to conceive.
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Transcript
Episode 80: Transcript
You are listening to episode 80 of the Path to Motherhood podcast.
Welcome to the Path to Motherhood podcast.
I'm your host and fertility life coach, Sarah Brandell.
Join us each week as we walk through navigating your trying to conceive journey.
My mission is to share the skills of managing your mind, processing emotions
and living a full life to create a more authentic path to motherhood.
Hello and welcome to the Path to Motherhood podcast. I'm your host Sarah and I am super
excited to be talking with all of you today. For those of you who have been following along
with our podcast for a while, you know that we have been on a couple of months hiatus
and while it's been amazing, I'm super, super excited to be back and talking with you guys
and supporting all of you guys and yeah just connecting. So welcome. I'm so happy to talk
to you. I'm so happy to just you know get back to a routine with things. I think this
might be maybe the third time that I've recorded this episode or tried to record this episode.
I haven't quite known like how I wanted to restart things
and I would get myself some time to sit down
and try to start recording it
and it wouldn't go right or whatever.
But tonight we are getting it done.
It's raining really hard,
but I think I've got my mic set up in a way
that that shouldn't affect things too bad
and we're getting it done because it's time.
I'm ready.
I've been missing you guys.
I have been getting messages from you guys
on Instagram, on social media,
and it's been nice to keep up with some of you there,
but I'm missing you.
And so here we are.
Before we dive into kind of just a little bit of an update,
I heard of a new feature on my account for my podcast,
where I host my podcast, it's called Budsprout.
And they launched a new feature
where I believe you guys can text me, text the podcast.
So as long as I get it turned on by this episode,
you should be able to click the link in the show notes to text me and let me know what's
going on. Just say hi, send me a message. Let me know what you think of the episode. You
will probably hear that as long as I get it turned on, I'll do a little kind of like drop
in ad, if you will, on all the podcast episodes to just let people know that it exists and
encourage people to message me because it's really going to be a great feature because
A lot of this is just me talking at you guys, right?
And I'm excited to be able to hear from you guys.
Tell me what you love about the episodes.
Tell me what you disagree with about the episodes.
Tell me why you really loved a certain guest,
who you wanna hear from next.
So I'm super excited to make this more of a two-way
conversation rather than a one-way conversation.
So make sure you check the show notes,
look for that link and send us a message.
Just so you know that message you can put,
I think like a name if you want to, but it's anonymous.
I don't get your phone number.
I actually cannot message you back.
So if you're concerned about that,
I won't be able to even see your number.
Anyways, I have some plans to have a couple
specific episodes coming up over the next couple months
that really dive deep into more honestly
what I would consider my experience of pregnancy,
post infertility and loss, motherhood post infertility and loss.
So I'm not going to spend a ton of time doing that today, but I am going to give
you guys just a little bit of an update.
For those of you that don't know if this happens to be your first episode,
surprise, I am coming off of maternity leave with my amazing IVF miracle baby.
We are coming up on just about a week, week and a half out from
our transferversary, I guess you wanna call it.
So I'm in the heat of newborn life
and living with a newborn and caring for a newborn
and coming out of kind of some of that postpartum fog
that happens and honestly we're doing really well
and I couldn't be more grateful to be here
and to be on this side of things.
It's definitely not been easy.
There has been a lot of challenges,
whether that's been like feeding challenges,
weight gain challenges,
dealing with different medical providers that I have
or haven't gone along with challenges.
And now I'm dealing with a little stubborn miss
who is refusing to take a bottle.
And that sounds like not the end of the world,
but when you are expecting your kid to go to daycare
for a handful of hours a day,
it's become a pretty stressful thing.
And my daycare person today actually said,
I've dealt with bottle refusal before,
something I've had to deal with before
with a lot of babies we've had in the past.
And now I know none of them were actually bottle refusers.
They were more like fussy around a bottle,
but they finally would give in and take a bottle.
And then she said, "Yours, she's an actual bottle refuser."
So she's been to, I think, four days of daycare,
five days of daycare, and has yet to take a bottle.
So we're working with lactation,
we're working with occupational therapy,
I'm waking up and feeding her extra through the night.
So don't stress about her.
She's gonna be okay.
It's more about me losing my sanity going through this.
But yeah, it's been a lot.
And I'm reminded often that doesn't matter where you get to,
there's always gonna be struggles.
There's always gonna be things to work through.
Some of them are gonna be more fun to work through than others.
Some of them are gonna be more painful
to work through than others.
But there's always good and there's always bad.
And that's just part of life.
and I'm just often reflecting on that in this period.
So I'm doing well.
I think that I had higher expectations of myself,
of what I was gonna be able to balance,
and really did not think I was gonna take this long
of a time to come back onto the podcast.
But the truth is just,
it's hard to find time to yourself,
find time that you can really dedicate to yourself
and your passions and your roles,
and then to even more specifically find quiet time
to record a podcast.
So that's been hard.
And the time that I was able to dedicate to myself
and my passions really was given to my clients.
So coaching my clients resumed pretty quickly post-barn,
just 'cause I didn't wanna leave them stranded.
And I've been meeting with them on a regular basis
and that's been going amazing.
But that has meant some of the things
have been on the back burner.
So I haven't been quite as often on social media.
I haven't been up to date on my kind of
sending you guys newsletters and emails.
Haven't been on here in a while, but I'm back.
I am around and I'm excited to kind of dive back into things
and keep going and talk about some really important topics
and share amazing guests with you.
I have quite a few really, really awesome guests coming up
over the next couple months.
And yeah, that's the plan.
So I can't believe that we're on episode 80 of the podcast.
I am really truthfully recording this podcast
because I'm passionate to share with the world
of infertility and pregnancy loss
that there is a way to navigate hard stuff
and still live a good life and still enjoy life
and feel capable of doing it.
And I think that in the depths of things,
I feel like it can be like,
that's not even a possible task.
I can see that, you know,
women struggle with keeping their identity,
finding ways to enjoy their passions,
really just relating to themselves anymore,
because they feel like they've lost themselves to the journey.
And I can relate to that,
because I've experienced that on my own journey.
But I really hope through this podcast,
through working with each of you
that I get to work with on a one-on-one basis,
we get to see how true it is that you can have both.
You can enjoy your life and grieve this journey.
You can have passions, purpose, and focus in your life
and feel hopeless in other areas.
That is possible.
And the goal, you know, some people might trick themselves
and think the goal is to just be happy.
And they think either one of two things or both,
either the only way they can be happy
is if they get that baby at the end of the tunnel,
or they have to stop wanting that baby
so they can just be happy without it.
And the truth is neither of those are necessarily true.
You get to be happy now.
You get to enjoy life now.
You get to pursue passions now
and honor the pain of the fertility journey.
If you're navigating loss, infertility,
struggles with any of this process,
it is 100% appropriate, reasonable, fair,
and just part of life
to be allowing the painful emotions.
And I think we trick ourselves into believing
we need to be like circumventing them.
And that's really not the idea here.
And so that's really the backbone
of what I teach on this podcast
is how can we go about this journey,
honoring the painful moments,
so that we have room for the joy.
And the joy can be now, in the moment,
where you are, regardless of the outcome,
regardless of successful pregnancy,
you can enjoy your life.
That's possible.
I know because I was there, I felt that,
I experienced that, my clients experienced that,
they tell me that on a weekly basis.
So that is really my goal.
I'm excited to be back with you guys
and be sharing with you and working through things
and talking about difficult topics
and just hoping to inspire all of you
to find a less painful way to go about this process.
Pop me a message in the texting little feature
in the show notes.
Let me know that you're here, you're listening.
Tell me your favorite things that you like to hear from me.
Tell me what you wanna hear from me next on the podcast.
your ideas and I will be back with you next week with our next episode of the
Path to Motherhood podcast.
Hey there inspired mama if you enjoyed this show I want to invite you to leave
a review in your podcast player. This helps to share the message with so many
more women just like you. Also if you know of another hopeful mama on her
Path to Motherhood, please share this episode with her.
I would love to get this into the ears of anyone who needs to hear it.
If you are ready to step this work up and not only learn these tools but to apply them
to your unique story, head to the link in the show notes to apply for a free consult
call.
I would be honored to help you.
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